so today was a GREAT day....once again information was "leaked" to Sam's mom about yours truley and man did it fire me up! I haven't been that fired up in a long time....you know you can remove yourself from drama but man can you still stay in it...confusing huh? welcome to my life....personal stuff between and ex wife and ex husband getting to my current girl friends mom...like wtf??? That has nothing to do with anyone!
ok so Mrs. Harder...had you been divorced from your husband, and found a new boyfriend and his mom went to your ex's mom for info on you.....ummmm is that fair.....NO......I'm right here :) you want to know something please ask, I'm an open book....but it's better to read my version than anyone else's.....everyone has a version of everything...there's not even 1 version of the bible....it's been re-written how many times....who could you really ask about it...well Jesus right? so regarding my book...isn't it better to ask me?
I am constantly put throught tests in my life...and I've never been a school/test guy but life tests I fail and pass....and since pastor Tim and God came into my life I've passed more tests than I've failed....I failed at marriage once...doens't mean I'm a bad boyfriend, it means I failed a test and now I'm on my rewrite.....my kids are the one test I've never failed and they prove that everyday....they're great kids, they're not perfect but damn are they awesome....
I've tried to leave drama behind and start a new life for me, Sam, Jennifer and Bailey and even Brooklyn and Cassidy who unfortunately can't be here but I'll be able to better provide for them...I don't need to answer to anyone for my actions....except to Sam, Jennifer, Bailey Brooklyn and Cassidy....they matter, what I do in my life affects them and no one else...they are my measuring stick, they are my world, they are what makes me smile everyday....I have some pretty wonderful friends who love and support me everyday and are much appreciated but even them I don't have to answer to....Just my top 5 there....I make no apologies for what's said about me, I make no apologies for trying to protect Sam and the kids.....If I get fired up it's because they are hurting and that hurts me.....I am where I am today because of Sam, the kids, Dean and Marilyn Harris, Greg, Chris and Karla, Pastor Tim, Candace, Sarah, Kerri, Kelsey, Sandy, Raelene, Mark and Steph and alot more people....I'm thankful to them for everything they've done. Some who've gone above and beyond what any friend should but that's what friends do....I'm proud of who I am, I'm proud of everything I've overcome in my life, I'm proud that I've never tried drugs, I'm proud of Sam and how she handles herself and everything that's been thrown at her, I'm damn proud of my kids and how amazing they've handled the last two years....you want to know anything about me....ask me....ask any of the people above...don't ask people who are now ex family, who want to see me hurt....talk to the people that have stood beside me everyday, not just when it was convenient....
I get to see Sam and the kids this weekend and I absolutely can't wait....
see ya when I see ya....
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